pinch me.

a'! first blog eh? hmm. i dont know if anyone's gonna read this. but o well, i just wanna let my mind speak.

im a freshmen college student right now. taking b.s psychology. just a freshmen student but i feel like im already 85 yrs old. i often stop and think about things. things that makes my mind go crazy. im bored. but not like bored bored. i mean, bored in a way that things that are happening to me right now feels like a movie ive watched 100 times. nothing's new.

i go to school --> class --> home. --> school --> class --> home --> school --> *bored* --> class --> home

damn! just over and over again. i really miss highschool. highschool is more than that. i miss my highschool friends. even though i already feel like they dont even miss me. im LOST. i dont know what to do. i want to find happiness but it keeps hiding on me.

these things really bother me. im feeling numb. i need a pinch. even just one.

-- #ncel